The Space That Allows Transformation

One of the perspectives that has gradually emerged through my own exploration is that the fundamental nature - the prima materia - of both our being and our body is consciousness. From this perspective, even what we call the ego is not something separate from consciousness, but one of the ways consciousness organizes itself in response to particular conditions and experiences.

What touches me in this conversation is witnessing that same intelligence at work.

As different perspectives are welcomed into the inner dialogue, something begins to reorganize naturally.

Nothing is forced.

Nothing is argued with.

The movement seems to arise from the simple inclusion of what was already present but had not yet been fully seen.

Rather than trying to change the ego or overcome it, this conversation explores what becomes possible when it is welcomed exactly as it is. Without imposing a new story or trying to convince it of anything, it is given the space to perceive a broader reality. From there, a new organization becomes possible - not because it was forced, but because it emerged naturally from a different awareness.

I continue to be deeply moved whenever I witness this conscious movement. There is an intelligence that seems to respond to what is present, reorganizing itself as new awareness becomes available, until it can express itself in a way that feels more natural, more coherent, and perhaps closer to its original nature.

Whether these conversations resonate with you as a literal experience or simply as a symbolic exploration of our inner world, I hope they invite you to become curious about the intelligence that may already be present within you.

As the MAP session unfolded, an energetic dynamic expressed resistance to being neutralized. Instead of trying to change it, I became curious about its experience and invited it to share its perspective.

Edith: Why don’t you want to be neutralized?

Energy 1: We’re too shy. We don’t want to be noticed.

Edith: Thank you for sharing.

(Ongoing organization… Waiting…)

Edith: Where are you now?

Energy 1: We’re not sure where we are. We feel empty. Will we still be something if we are neutralized? What are we going to become? We’re worried.

Edith: You’ll return to your original source, to the original space where you can be your true self.

Energy 1: Does that mean we’re going to lose our facade?

Edith: You’ll become the greatest version of yourself.

Energy 1: But we want to keep the facade.

Edith: How come?

Energy 1: Because then we can control what comes from the outside.

Edith: And you’re doing a great job at it.

Energy 1: That’s what we’re here for.

Edith: I totally understand. There’s a reason why you’re here, and you’re very protective of what’s inside you.

Energy 1: We weren’t aware of that. (They’re losing a bit of resistance.) We thought we were protecting ourselves from outside circumstances, but now that we realize we were actually protecting something inside ourselves, it gives us a different perspective.

Edith: What does this new perspective create for you?

Energy 1: The charge is gone. We thought we had to protect ourselves, but that’s no longer the case. We feel freer and lighter.

Edith: Wonderful.

Edith: Superconscious, has everything been said?

SC: No.

Edith: Superconscious, is a question required?

SC: No.

Edith: Superconscious, am I the one continuing the conversation?

SC: No.

Edith: Superconscious, is Energy 1 continuing the conversation?

SC: Yes.

Energy 1: If we’re here to protect what’s inside us, what are we protecting?

Energy 2: Me.

Energy 1: Who are you?

Energy 2: I’m a small energy that needs to be protected because I can’t do it on my own. I’m too small. I don’t feel capable of living on my own. I don’t feel at ease being who I am. I can’t find a way to be who I am.

Energy 1: And that’s why we’re here to protect you. We’re okay with being here for you.

Energy 2: Thank you for being here for me. I feel like it’s complicated to be with myself. It feels as if something avoids me whenever I choose to be with myself.

Edith: Thank you for your honesty. It’s really helpful.

Energy 1: Where do we fit into all of this now?

Edith: You’re still part of it, but at the same time, aren’t you becoming aware of something?

Energy 1: Yes. Does the vulnerable part still need us to protect her from outside circumstances? We feel like the challenge is more between her and the avoidance that lives within her.

Edith: You’re right. By sharing your own realization out loud, she became aware that the challenge wasn’t outside of her, but within her. And that’s why you’re questioning your role. Thank you for being so attentive.

Energy 1: We’re okay now that things are clear for us. We’re okay with being who we are without the role of protector.

Edith: You’re still protectors, but you’re no longer operating under the influence of past memories. You’ve become aware of a new reality, and because of that, you’ve reorganized yourselves accordingly. Thank you for bringing your inner intelligence into the equation.

Energy 1: We were made this way because, once we became aware of what was really present, we knew that our role was changing.

Edith: Thank you for being part of this experience.

Edith: Superconscious, shall we continue the conversation with the vulnerable energy?

SC: No.

Edith: Superconscious, shall we communicate with the energy that is avoiding the vulnerable energy?

SC: No.

Edith: Superconscious, shall we continue with MAP?

SC: Yes.

Continuation with the MAP procedures.